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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
10:53 am	New journal cognitive_twist, please add me so i can add you :) (1 Pill xHurt me)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
3:26 pm	le sigh Im so bored.... Current Mood: blah Current Music: some stupid ass aafes cd (1 Pill xHurt me)
Thursday, February 24th, 2005
10:29 am	You scored as Middle Class. You're content in your position and would prefer a house or a family than a seven figure pay cheque. But you have your moments of weakness when you buy a lottery ticket in the hope of knowing how the rich and famous live. </td> Middle Class 75% Upper middle Class 67% Lower Class 67% Luxurious Upper Class 63% alternative 54% What Social Status are you? created with QuizFarm.com (1 Pill xHurt me)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
9:44 am	So i woke up early so i could help whit with her english project...i never do this...odd...lately just been able to tear myself outta bed early... growing up sux... I also have class tonight :: gag :: if it weren't for the fact that my professor is ever so FUCKING boring...i wouldn't mind sitting there for 3 hours, but she is...she is like...a broken record of a chainsaw noise... Current Mood: rejuvenated (Hurt me)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
8:05 pm	I dunno, I just wanna give out a big   FUCK YOU!!! to certain people who know who they are, because they are blinded by insecurities and conjure up delirius stories of grandjure just so they can be secure with themselves... good job :: tard ::   (2 Pills xHurt me)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
2:06 pm	Crotch shot =P http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/laced/crotch1.jpg http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/laced/crotch2.jpg The red circles are where u can see the arthritis and reiters syndrome starting... (Hurt me)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
5:51 pm	god fucking damnit I got my MRI done today, I do have reiters syndrome...woo fucking hoo...i might as well lay down on the train tracks, supe r heat their wheels and let it cut my bottom half off, probably would be healthier....oi... I woke up this morning, and my mom decided to wait RIGHT before i had to...WANTED to eat...totell me that i cant eat before hand....and i didnt eat anything since 7 pm the previous night, which was a fucking sandwhich...AND i couldnt drink anything, so there i was SItting in the FUcking waiting ROOM For ALMOST 4 HOURS!!!!! And i couldnt drink or eat anything, I felt so lethargic that it was just rediculous... Then they took me in the back and gave me an IV...I told them if they missed I would punch them in the face...that always gives them insentive to do good...and then i had to wait in this private cabin thing for 20 minutes...with a fucking IV NEEDLIN MY ARM...in my boxers...ARGH, bastards.. Then they got me into the machine, and they THEN decided to tell me that if i have tattoos that it will burn because they have metal in them supposedly...and MRI stand for magnetic resonance imaging...so yeah, needless to say i was in pain, then they injected me with a radioactive substance which made my stomach and digestive organs go fucking crazy....and i thought i was going to die...weird ass reactive body... AND AFTER ALL THAT, my mom had the nerve to take me to the hospital diner...I wanted to rip her fucking head off... Now i am fucking horny as all hell, at work, and have to go to class in 40 minutes to take a fucking test....GAR!!!!!!!!!!!!I want to go out front, buy a samurai sword and kill everyone...but i wont...argh... BUT i am going to buy one tomorrow :: glee :: i have wanted one forever... ALSO, my plans for tomorrow are fucked, because somehow bianca ALREADY got in trouble...and her mom said no one is oging to be seeing her for a long time, and she said that was a promise...if anyone has any EXTRA info on that, please tell me, I have been waiting to chill with this girl FOREVER!!!!! Ok, I have ranted enough, time to study more :: gag me with a spoon :: xxx<3xxx Patrick Current Mood: tired Current Music: Some fucking stupid ass country music (3 Pills xHurt me)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
9:19 pm	You Belong in 1969 1969 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? Totally... (3 Pills xHurt me)
10:03 am	Hoo boy...thats crazy.... So i just went down to the bus stop, because I was going to meet Kayla for lunch...but that is so not happening now... There was a CRAZY ass accident down by the intersection to leave town for wiesloch...a fucking semi truck (with the trailer ) slammed into 3 cars and smashed them into a telephone pole, and they are all blocking all the roads in and out of dielheim...no ones home...so i cant get a ride, and i dont have the garage key to get my bike...-GOD- -DAMNIT- ...they said the intersection is going to be shut down for 2 1/2 hours, because they have to get a special kind of truck to un mangle everything, and they have to clean all the blood up...yummy... So they really do use coke to clean up blood from the ground... ARgh...now i have to message her...damnit...I wanted to leave early too, so i could get money and ish for later on...argh!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: annoyed (7 Pills xHurt me)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
4:05 pm	Wow, about an inch of snow just came down inl ike 10 minutes...that is crazy...i am so going home if it is crazy in my town in 14 minutes.. (Hurt me)
3:11 pm	I am making some fucking adjustments to my life... I have decided to stop smoking...just due to the fucking fact that this is THREE FUCKING TIMES NOW...that I have puked my lungs out because, the smoke causes madd phlegm in my throat...maybe every once in a while, during aparty or something...but otherwise...fuck that...I am not puking my lungs out AGAIN just for a 20 minute high that takes away almost all of my goddamned money and makes me feel hopeless and depressed after the 20 mintes... Fuck that.. Fuck that... Fuck that... the other day i puked for 45 minutes cuz all this fucking phlegm came out and i could not see, hear, smell ...all of my senses were gone, i seriously thought i was about to die, i was puking red everywhere...I am done, I am done, I am done... MJ may not have any serious side effects, but it sure has two very annoying ones... Phlegm Depression Current Mood: annoyed (8 Pills xHurt me)
12:28 pm	damn, i havent stopped and day dreamt for that long for a while ... :) Current Mood: giddy (Hurt me)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
10:29 pm	god damnit, if another person asks me if im gay... I AM BI-SEXUAL GET IT THRU YOUR HEADS PEOPLE!!!!! (7 Pills xHurt me)
10:11 am	You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla Hehehe, tha is what i always get :) you are the "you suck, and that's sad" happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit brutal. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla I always got that too...argh! Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care for others over yourself. However, many people appreciate your caring side and would rather stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and take advantage of you. You always try to see the good in everyone and try not to hate. Also, you have sharp insight and a great personality. Calm, serene, and understanding, you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to people in need. Don't change your sweet nature, your constant being-there can save a life. I suggest your go into a field that centers around working with others such as a doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard, or Teacher. If none of these occupations interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that there are plenty of oppertunities out there for you. What type of teenager are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well holy shit, i always wanted to be a psychologist.. Cocktail ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love to give others in need, a helping hand. You're pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards those you know, and those who know you best. Your sanctuary would just be any place that is warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You love to show signs of affection to your lover but a small simple talk does the trick as well ;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your disadvantage. People can use you, and take advantage over your sweet and sensitive mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind and generous, people look up to you and adore you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they can't bear the thought of your sweet smile turning into a frown :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!) brought to you by Quizilla So according to these im sweeter than genetically altered sugar... Current Mood: happy (6 Pills xHurt me)
Friday, February 11th, 2005
12:35 am	The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Low Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Low Level 7 (Violent) High Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test Pardon the pun, but i'll be damned...:) Current Mood: high (4 Pills xHurt me)
12:30 am	If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you. (6 Pills xHurt me)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
11:09 am	I Heart The 90s First of all, were you born in the mid/late 80s? Yes If so, what year? 1986, hooah Did you own any jelly shoes? wtf are those?! ...do you still have them? What was your favorite Power Ranger? Black Could you name all of the Ninja Turtles? Yes Name as many as you can. Michaelangelo (sp), Leonardo, donatello, rafael, KC Jones, Splinter and so forth and so on, i could go on Who's cooler... Alex Mac or Clarissa? Alex Mac, just cuz she could do the whole puddle thing Did you ever try to climb up a ladder to your best friend's room? Yes How many times did you watch 'Scream'? a bunch ...did you think it was scary? no, twas funny Did you own a pair of Zubaz? again...huh!? ...how many...what color? Weren't Koosh Balls fun as hell? Yes, very Eh... what were they for, anyway? Throwing at people :), and to bribe little kids How many Beanie Babies did you own? 4 Did your mother ever have to tackle somebody for one? lmao, no Did you/your parents cry when Kurt died? no ...do you think Courtney did it? I don't care Did your parents vote for Clinton? Yes How did they react to the whole "Monica" ordeal? We all agreed everyone should have minded their own business, it was just a fucking blowjob...it is no different than putting his cheek in her mouth, it is a god damned body part. Did you watch Friends? Naturally Who's your favorite character? Joey What is your favorite 'Friends' expression? How -YOU- doin. What is your favorite 'Seinfeld' expression? Anything kramer said Who's worse... Barney or Tinkie-Winkie? Tinkie Winkie Did your family have a fallout shelter for 'Y2K'? We made fun of people who did Where were you and what were you doing on New Year's eve, 1999? Partying And finally... what is your favorite thing about the 90s? I really disliked my life up until 2000, so... CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: apathetic (3 Pills xHurt me)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
11:29 pm	God damn you bill gates... So...I really want to kick Bill Gates' ass right now, his fucking technology (msn) is being a complete cunt pimple....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fucked up Computer + Angry Patrick ----> Smashed window + many micro chips scattered on the concrete... (Hurt me)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
10:43 am	Well, I puked all over my room and passed out last night, all the puke was colorful...and chemical filled...and i can still feel my insides burning...but i cleaned it up, and my painting is cool, so im happy, ill post it later... (3 Pills xHurt me)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
1:20 pm	Well, due to my own reasons, I can't go to the concert, so they are scalping my ticket there for 50 euro, no big loss, so im just gonna stay home and paint on E...hoorah... (1 Pill xHurt me)